I have been your most ardent fan since the time I started watching cricket. For proof, you can refer to my parents and most of my friends and even some of my articles in this blog. However, off late, particularly in the last few months, this stance of mine is slowly beginning to change; my fascination for your batting is starting to fade. This letter is to just express my anguish at what you've done in the past 10 months and maybe I am writing this only because I've liked you way too much.
Firstly, your Centurion century against SA in December last year. I fully agree that your 50th test ton was a very good innings under the circumstances. True show of grit and all other usual adjectives. But all said and done, don't you think you could have gone that extra mile to ensure that SA bat again instead of cantering home by an innings victory? You exposed the tail when you should have helped India get those 25 runs to go past SA. Why did you not do it? And my god! The way the media ignored the defeat and concentrated only on your hundred, just added fuel to the fire in me, although this was not your mistake.
The second instance was your "IPL showing". The tournament has become more of a yawn and I seriously don't understand why cricketers like you take part in such a farce! Your team had just won the World Cup and even before the entire country could get over that, you guys had consented to take part in an almost two month entertainment show across India. Above all this, the one thing which I hated the most came after this fiasco got over. Before the tour to the West Indies, you expressed that you wanted to spend time with your family and hence requested the board to not pick you. My question is, what the heck were you doing during the IPL? Why couldn't you stay away from that, be with your family and then go to the West Indies, get some good runs under your belt and prepare yourself for the grand and historic 2000th test match at Lord's? If senior players like you cannot show the way, then what will the youngsters do? Whom do they look up to? Remember that the IPL is just a domestic T20 event! I hope you know this fact.
Finally, it's regarding the much awaited England tour. You just thought one practice match would be enough to get you into test match mode at the world's greatest cricket stage against an all-round, brilliant home side? Well, the answer was there to be seen in front of everyone's eyes at the Mecca of Cricket. And once again all the media hype for your much anticipated 100th international hundred was absolute rubbish. The final nail in the coffin was your second innings display. What prevented you from being positive, only God knows! I do not want "fever" as a school-boy-like excuse. I hope you vividly remember one Mr. Anil Kumble bowling with a bandage around his head after being injured and many other similar instances in your more than two decade career.
On one final note, I would like to know if you can ever come out of your comfort zone. Dravid was pulled out from number 3 and made to open when Gambhir got injured. Inspite of not liking the role, Dravid has simply been stunning so far. Laxman has been asked to bat at number 3 from his usual number 5. Dhoni, in the first test after Zaheer left with an injury, started to roll his arms over to fill in some overs and Dravid kept wickets. And I am sure Ganguly, if playing now, would have done the same. However, you, in my opinion a very clever bowler and the greatest one-day opener of all time, did not take up either of those responsibilities.
I demand answers for all these and fast. You are one of the world's greatest cricketers ever and I would like you to go out on a high. A sincere request from my side would be for you to not get distracted by crappy numbers, landmarks and milestones and shoulder more responsibility to take your team forward.
With Love (I hope always),
Vijesh Jayaraman








